Thursday, May 10, 2018
Wednesday, May 9, 2018
I have numerous companions, some among one of a kind and basic cultural reasoning, for the most part taking cover behind finished cash as opposed to chatting on otherworldly to down earth, materialistic world on the front of profound chasing, regardless of whether they enhancing reflections, few testing my trustworthiness. Some required to collect to think about my conduct. Some abused me and tossed out, carried on they got everything as an ace. Their discussion has changed after what extremely required of me. Some read tremendous books and make the basic inquiry which I didn't reply. They mug me, says I have the nonappearance of learning, it's valid.
I don't have thinking limit. Brain hampered me numerous years back. It begins supposing it consumes to where room requires dumping and I began thinking by then of stay where I stood. It takes numerous years to comprehend this. It's open eye dream. There you talk what your soul considering. Commonly, I talked with numerous individuals. After when I will meet the concerned individual, they didn't act what we have talked. Somebody acts opposite to our discussion. Why they do not look after. They were resting, a few people used to ceaseless dream for a long time. They didn't distinguish they are visualizing while days. Our discussion will emerge whenever. It's not the recurrence, it's redirected. Some other individuals react and carry on what I said. Indeed, even my significant other holds my fantasy and reacts some days after.
There will be a disappointment of understanding by the psyche. The human personality has acted from adolescence. It covers the examination, it's not actuated. In an imaginary, when in awareness, I talk what I need from a soul, it would be ceased by nature. It won't permit you, the explanation for is time. Ordinarily, we mistook for these timings. The division of second what we thoroughly considered soul just recorded. A long time back, a woman asked me what number of ladies you had. How people think over this damn spiritual here. I got amazed and all of a sudden hampered soul. Contemplations running and fluctuating lead to hold down for all time. Why individuals dependably around and thinking people relationship. As of late, I met her. She stated, her life was not dormant and as yet inadequate. It's the time made a long time back and ceased without anyone else's input. It's the contrast between the first run through and second time. The time term between those held up and attempting to dragging in to show. These are the timings we can't ready to influence it to run or modify it to the point that unless prepared to do as such.
Timings show up in a dream is unique. It changes as per physical body condition. It felt tiredness after rest. Commonly it misconstrues the dream. Rarely in the imaginary view, the discussion shows up amongst me and a school friend who contemplated with me. It expanded and I looked them two talked with late environments, circumstances yet the picture has a place a few decades back. Some of the time matured individuals talked about the new things. It won't from mind reserve units. It's from the present cell, set up by the spirit to pictures over and over. I know I was seeing these discussions and I chose what should talk straightaway and the proper behaviour. After those vanishes, it won't come into the present. The timings show up are far from nearness. It has gone. It won't be associated with us. When it won't be associated with. I don't have faith in children's stories long back.
We can't approach everything on time running in various circumstances. I confronted trouble to hold the time when I stood and bantered with some individual. Remaining in various what's up a mass makes me wiped out and attempted to proceed with the companions when I remain in this present world to make comforts for my relations. Generally, quite so. My exertion is what is important behind profound or internal voyaging? That how it's done in my life. Incredible ace goes through all the whole universe. We can't take cover behind inside the house and escape from our practices, Source opened to them, we voyaging yet we can't control when we remain on.
There will be no requirement for everyday practice to go for Samadhi stages. It's not required for the individual who practised decades continuously.. Average societies in this world can accomplish samadhi after the legitimate start by an extraordinary ace. After the start, time along, life expectancy demonstrates your essence and comprehend the awareness of the universe and truth particularly internal space. On the off chance that you rehearse day by day instantly it takes you to accomplish the phase of a room where spread over the universe reflect inside and progressed toward becoming encroach some place to inborn end. After the start, in the event that you skip or don't refine, you lead the ordinary life accidentally where your spirit touching the outside universe bit by bit, always layer after layer breaks up as per your life expectancy. At last, it takes you to Samadhi toward the end without a comprehension of your cognizance by disengaging the life and birth of that chain which is ceaselessly coming through ages because of your introduction.
Besides, individuals who are crippled or completed surgery with scars stay in the physical body gets Samadhi also. Numerous years there will be a discussion even a few masters say, there will be a nonappearance of Samadhi when individuals have scars in the body or crippled individual. It's not valid. They additionally have Samadhi as same as like others. A few supporters of grand gurus had Samadhi whom I met and conversed with them. A couple of years back in northern Karnataka, a yogi was burnt after he had samadhi. Old People did not mindful or misconstrued and closed how a yogi will reach samadhi even he had surgery or harmed scars on their body. Consequently, after this, yogis who were perusing this post make themselves trust in this subject and appropriately control the adherents, companions and accomplish the skilled end of yours. This was said by a Mahayogi who had just accomplished in their soul.
Sometime in the not, so distant future, uneven, limit timings, appears to rest in profound. Abruptly hear the sound of air, breeze, high chillness like feeling in drain dairy cultivate for the safeguarding of steers drain. The breeze leaves the entryway, it tenderly thumps the entryway or bolts somewhat hangs little which I had the sound. At that point it comes inside the lobby, at that point goes to the room where I rest in bed inside the mosquito net. I know, I mindful, am not resting, but rather dozing, unfit to squint or open my eyes. The room turned into the higher side of cool. It spreads on my body, I denied and pleased, asked for don't take, it never tuned in, it takes without my consent and without illuminating the goal put. When it drops then I come to know, where I stand, I see the genuine shades of individuals before me whom they talk and request me. At that point, it's happened frequently, yet we can't control the point when unless we can control the breath. When you refined then you choose where to and whom to go assume off from far position. I stop here to maintain a strategic distance from this point. Perusers can comprehend and hone.
Monday, July 24, 2017
Time is unreal. Unrealistic time happens in the present period of the day to day life. Is it all true?
Sometimes, we have confusions extended day by day after some courses of meditations. The present time is real or we sleeping and dreaming of the world in conscious. Whatever the appeared visuals and humans are true or they come in dreams; earlier in physical and later in visuals.
As same as the above appears in dreams, you can wake up and think either you are in dream circle, or you are running in the present situation where your mind senses the period. There is a circle for two road separations while going in meditations. You think you slept somewhere or sleeping in present scale of time, but actually, you are going beyond the mind control. You have to go while sleeping or meditation on one road. One way goes across to deep sleep without consciousness. Another way takes you to sleep, but here it's you see the visuals or dreaming sense or sometimes may appear on others dreams. You could have appeared in dreams. If it comes three times as same as mind sense, then it will become some real situations and a phone call comes from the person or they may get confused with your thoughts with visuals, compare those with the magicians. The magicians work in three spatial dimensions. These dimensions have a limited extent where your mind starts working out of reach from the signals comes from the brain. It may well be correct. Otherwise, how you take the alternate deviations during meditations. You will confirm here.
Some of the person practiced by expert and some by hereditary masters through learning thoughts. Meditators become normal when they do their regular routine work. By doing meditation, temporarily they may appear on these spatial dimensions. Here spatial dimensions referred as space where you take and travelers to connect your invisible soul. You can appear as space or vacuum whatever you imagine in your mind as you learned science or engineering. But it’s a space. They will come and go according to your force. The darkness makes you stand still to bring the images on the black screen in front of the closed eyes. Here you can see both the present and the past, you can take as three dimensions as three periods. You always in the future, but you think you may cross over the future to the past and compare with the present. But the future appears as both past and present. So that you can view all the three periodical timings according to your practice of vision development. Where are those blue small circles appearing in the eyes when on consciousness?
It may appear sometimes. Some get switched on tube light illumination appear on your closed eyes. Most of the times its dark. Don’t close the eyes. It tends to sleep like me. Then the present thinking, the thoughts continue with capability when you are in bathroom and toilet, how these may appear and disappear in a fraction of the time. You may laugh here. But you feel you are alone undetected by anyone from external sources. You get disturbed by all sounds with high decibels. It's really making me irritated. Cannot hear the television sound by your present sensors like an ear. Then you reduce the sound into the first point on the volume and hear it. It satisfies you, then the problems appear to you from hearing the other tv sounds. Then the appearance of human sounds, babies crying, birds. You can hear the sounds of the bird before six. Whether it's fly 5 km away from your location from your flat.
The opposite huge tree was cut when I came from field camp. Here the tree was cut down up to its trunk above the ground. I used to park my bike always below the tree. It's always very friendly. It’s a rare variety. A cluster of leaves and rain water takes the time to come down when the rain flows. The important thing behind the tree understands our thoughts. I said to tree secretly, you grow fast as much earlier, Leaves started growing from its first trunk later a week. The same species were kept in Tenkasi Siva temple as a root. I always remember the same tree whenever I used to visit. The tree was spread over those floors from the temple top. The smell of the tree, the leaves, their appearance fascinating me, attracted and hugged once I saw a rare species in the forest. While going out for a long trip, I asked daughter to speak to the plants which kept on our balcony. It should resist till our returns. May be the rain showered down for our plants in the balcony, many times, happened always. Topic deviated. The unreal time confuses the humans.
God is not temporal being, then how could happen all the time in present future and the past. There is no such thing as absolute time. Only visual appears in front of us. But how can we take as this is a fact or real whatever may be? It's studios. Don’t enter into philosophical or expert thinking. It may be something very simple. See, the above paragraph went as such, it deviated when I am writing on present thinking about time. It's accumulated with past time. We understand the series here, one described as earlier events what it narrates. Another explained how what I think of these time and trees. Without confusion, I try to write here for easy understanding. If it’s not friendly or easy to grasp, then, these posts will be on the higher side to interpret with yourselves. When the variation comes in time, then the time changes. The existing time disappears here and you appear at the present time and recording whatever you see, think over, images, ideas, then appear as conclusions.
We cannot concrete the time here. Evidence and scale. Otherwise, you cannot complete your Ph.D. or research works regarding on this. Conclusions given as may be might be. Behind this Cause, you didn’t complete or concluded on what you think and imagine. It's about timing. Unrealistic time. You disappear at 5 “o” clock and reappear at 6.00hrs. The time between them is the real time from my point of view and my experiences. If any reader wants to clarify on these lines, they can send me a mail regarding only on this. If I elaborate I have to sit on meditations and see the blue rings appears or not. Then the topic will change and entire material has to rewrite for this. Blue ring appears? For how many years? Let’s Imagine if am going through the microscope and writing on the right-hand side of the book which I kept to note about the slides on microscope which I go through by my eyes. Descriptions cannot write when you see the picture on the microscope. You have to remove and write immediately on the notebooks kept aside what you have seen inside and you’re your mind understand on the slides. The same way, meditators writing only what they understood at the end just before open your mind. They ask questions about why it happened. Continually talking about the meditation deviate you what purpose you sit for. It travels all the places without any time or distance. They can see the book what I have written through my eyes.
We used to hear the song, any song to touch your mind and soul. While taking meditation, the song plays in your mind with complete music scores. There you can find the space between the songs and you. These types of hearing the song are not the practice of any technique. It comes automatically when you practice regular meditations.
Some have capable of the High power of magnification the images, visuals to bring into the present status and view with analysis. It’s difficult to explain such a huge magnify the thoughts and images. A few days back, I had a dream in presence and consciousness and rewind the music of five songs in alternate patterns. Mix the music of five songs and hear it next after next in seconds. It’s a kind of tapping the sensation of our mind not our brain. Today I remembered the cluster of mixing the music and tried to understand the sound. It may due to write on paper, then transferred in to sound as digitized. I don’t know to write music chords, scores otherwise it's ability to explain the accumulation of sound in one scale.
In the physical world in which the light and sound occurred in the universe to hold the human conscience. It's all about awareness. It’s connected devices. Sometimes you run the life with higher magnifications due to the practice of meditations. The brain understands the explanations from the mind which is connected to the highest level of frequencies or conscious whatever may be. But an understanding of simple things is coming from the mind. The universe sends the signals to particular grasper to bring the mind into their level of receiving in fractions of a second.
Monday, May 29, 2017
Universe respond to human energy system
Try to Meditate in the house and make us to center and point out where the planetary motions spread over the external side of the body and tap it. Then the entire signs accept the human cycle to rotate/reciprocate for bringing you in the same direction of the source. Person may confuse or understand themselves which it takes place at the moment for. They may confuse whether it’s a real or dream pictures of conversations occurring in different period on the same day in different timings. It’s not human travel or aura or expandable whatever it may be. They themselves lost their individuality and joined their hands in the space where it appears or where he tapped to find over, whether it may be at home or at any direction or any place.
Like, a general reader may presume to compare them with the relatively small things already established and try to realize with themselves according to incidents happened. It’s not realization, it’s an understanding of the universe or planetary or earth or themselves from the internal talks. Some thinks it’s from their center of the heart, some says mooladhara where human sits for meditation. But the truth comes out when they come back from the heavenly experiences or from deep sleep for one or two minutes. strong sleep? My god. They sleeping without their knowledge. Looks Eyes were tired and freshened up after this type of fast sleep. Gazing where? This appears when they close their eyes or open their eyes. Its foolishness to ask this type of closing their eyes. When eyes were closed, how the travel happened. Tiredness? No, eyelids may get rests by closing while sleeping? May be, Meditations appears when the eyes are open. Laughing? All shastras’ says eyes are open, enlightened, wisdom, soul. Is in it.? Magnetic or electric.? For this I have to read the physics theories. Avoid science here. I don’t know science. A simple question to reader.? If magnetic or electric happens after meditation, it’s possible to acquire or make the energy stable (whatever may be) alive in human body?
Hearing the song of Ilayaraja at your home. Come out by hearing the song continuously. Go to basement, take the bike. Ride to your office gate. On the way, traffic, gathering, mob, enormous sounds. But you hear the song which is still playing in your flat. Wow… how it’s happened. Practice.? Training.? Then what? You don’t know what’s happening here. Now you are presently visualizing the scene I narrated here.
Continue…. Reached the office, still you hear the next song until unless you divert the mind from the particular trend of flowing. You can converse, speak, answer to many at the same time, but the mind plays the song, it’s not relaying, you are not acceptor, you become listener here. Then how you receive, from cell phone tower? Mind? It’s not seems. Don’t? then. You can hear the song from anywhere in this universe. How it happens. It’s not happened. It’s already there. You are intruded into that, made the connections, the soul, the entire your body fell on that, taken in to your body. Soul and physical body. Why? Cause, two things intercepted when it appears. Otherwise how you hear the song from your home from your office, or the place where ever may be, travelled to distant places when you start the song. Between you and the house. Its planetary distributions, very lately gone over this type of science understanding concepts. If we read physics for this, then we cannot hear the sound. Is in it.? Fact. When the concepts and theories understood then the real things have gone faraway or could have misunderstand the results from the primary source. It’s an Equilibrium flow, you accepted the symmetry and allowed to hear the song. That’s all. Very simple looks like. But it’s hard to.
Then sit over the meditation without any sound. Another type of equilibrium flow of constant matter. Here you take matter as transmitting mode. You may speak continuously through mind while meditating. Always we speak when meditating. When we do meditation. Hmmm. Enormous applications and requests to god? Harrey where is this god came here. Leave the god. Requests from the mind, fighting with the debates. O.k. Let’s stop this debate and speech of mind. Start to hear the song of Ilayaraja. Song comes from the mind and started playing with all digital, echo sounds. Perfect song with complete music. 4.59 minutes the song played out on you without any external player. How is this happen. Silently hear the full music with song till completion. 4.59 minutes. Then where it’s played. It’s played from the space, universe, the human body respond to the planetary, the entire galaxy. Why you played only ilayaraja song. I heard only ilayaraja songs. Don’t laugh. Laughing…...
Song was recorded on you or its recorded in your house, or in space. Which part of space? Little bit confused here seems? Played many times in your house. The sound gets percepted. It may be concealed somewhere in your house, precipitated. This type of confusion occurs when we searched all the ward rope in flat and sometime bike stand in the basement. Your physical body and soul gets practiced, experienced, trained and settled in the mode where these type of sound and light settled over in your house. Then you can access the other people conversation? Laughing……… Yes, its different part of the area where the tapping end locates. But, you should not show to them. How you show you know all those. Then start your acting. You practice acting in front of them, you do not know whom they. You don’t know who you are. Forget the name of you. Act, Act, till you practice to tell lies. You should not access on this planetary motion. Why motion here. We can take planetary space. Universe is old. We upgraded to mobile space. Whenever you intend to access the people in planetary, you make those as useless until you forget those points of access. Wasting of your energy in useless things for others secrets. Leave it, when you get to access.
Otherwise these hearing of the music will disappear on one fine day, makes you frustrate and start to scold your children and wife. Hence, avoid it…. best. If you leave those, it takes you to the next stage of appear on the universal world. The pictures, the thoughts of you and others, where your all people dumbed in to that.
Don’t see the mirror at night time. It shows your mind as same as dirty mind like me. Laughing. Your mind appears with the pictures. Picture only, initially. Why you don’t get motion pictures. Its starting seems. You have to understand. Why it’s happened. Now you realize you can understand yourselves what’s happening externally or internally. It makes you laugh alone and how you makes this world as foolish. The mirror shows you true mind. Now you directly view the clippings of yourself. Thoughts from the mind starts in the mirror. Which mirror, bathroom mirrors, why? There you feel you safe and alone, thinks yourself that no one thinks on you and disturbs you. Morning session? Useless. Night time, after twelve, set the alarm for this stunt. Got up directly to bathroom and see the mirror, how you look like. Mostly yours grandfather, all grands passed away sees you through the mirror. You think you are viewing there. Its reversed boss here. Then skip those, your mind will open here and display the dirty pictures. Ha ha ha. How you became dirty fellow in front of mirror. How am acting to all as am a spiritual person. Whatever its appears, your girlfriend, friends, if real spiritual it shows the real faces.
People asking the mirror practices. There will be no such practices, I didn’t aware on this. Many years back a meditation group taught the mirror meditation. Still they are teaching. But it’s a way of practice. Many years after this, crossed over the ages, now realized we cannot translate the sounds of rain. Understand the rain, nature, it displays you, its send signals to you daily the forecast. Rains? or not. Its only fact I came to know. The nature makes you itself and understand the disperse of rain.
The thoughts of man have the power to intrude the space. It makes the hole on your head and receiving the space in to you. It’s the signal for the person to reach the end stage of samadhi. Person should be ready to make the samadhi. He asked the builder who construct the samadhi to construct in front of their house. He said” construct the samadhi and it should be viewed to his house where they practiced prolonged. Big journey seems. Constructor said” ok”. Constructor said to me, if am interested to see the construction, then I can join. I have to see my bread and butter for my kids, no spare time, if I will be looking after all those things. Chances reach you. Hmmm.
Few years back, a friend, business man in Chennai asked me a favour. He the food plate maker. A food plate is enough for a family to their entire lifetime. He was stuck up in business. Entire business hampered due to some reasons and unable for making food plates. We made friends, god helped him here. See, how god helped him to makes me suffered. The god foolish fellow made me impressed on him. Then the period of time changed for him. His hurdles are circled and he sold all food plates. Good? Is in it. He became Billionaire, went to abroad trips, life style changed to luxurious. When I approached for a food plate for my family. He talked business to me. He said the same price which was sold to others. He sold a plate for market rate. This type of sudden changes when money comes to person I have come across many, so it’s not makes me surprise. Instead of buying from market, I chose to buy from him and bought on huge amount by debit. All my guides laughed on me when they heard. Its common practice that a spiritual person should be low person in society, always. Wear ugly dresses, without feed good things to their children and family is a major criteria for the person who follows sages. And yogi should stand in front of rich people as servant. They fix few hundreds of rupees to your work or possibly one day lunch to you. You should not expect. If you expect you have informed that you are materialized. You have self-expectations. Yogi should not show his hungry. But they becomes billionaire through you and they completely forget you in this birth after gained through and you should not remember. You have to work hard, excess work to earn money to compensate the purchase of food plate for your family. It’s an understanding in society that a spiritual person should be poor. His family should not have basic needs to run the family. Person should be a beggar and folded hands in front of society. Begging is the only way for a real spiritual people in this world?
My son fell down, fractured on leg and taking treatment now. It’s a time. Where is the time running? Why we don’t rectify those times. Are you idiot, they ask you, you don’t know about your time and your son time to save him from injury prior to that, then how you change or help others? They think they are intelligent and clever by asking these types of clever questions. You know very well on how it’s happened. Yes, we have to follow the rules and regulations. It was run by the masters whom taught you. All those given to them when we learned. We have to beg in this world for bread and butter.
Arts has forgotten, hidden or vanishing gradually. His grandfather used to give an herb (Keezha nelli) for jaundice. He makes the plant in to small pack and tied to the jaundice affected people by spell of some mantra. Its cured. A mantra cure the jaundice? He said its cured. We used to give keezha nelli juice for jaundice in tamilnadu. But his grandfather does only spell of mantra to cure for all type of disease. Its surprise. A small sweating pimples or fatty pimples were cured by giving wet thread to the sick people by knotted the thread and asked to keep near the trees. Pimples gets cured and vanish or dried up when each knot in the thread becomes dry, one by one. These type of very simple treatments were followed by villages in andhrapradesh.
Understanding the situations is the result of meditations. It’s not philosophized and readers go through on their own view and imaginations in this post. If they followed by their sense, it’s way of practicing of thoughts. If you think this gets confusion and jumps from the explaining part on motion to the present situations. I agree and tell you that, you are really comes to me on the same motion what I have realized and written on this running script. Through the accent of scripts and see the mirror. If you analyses on mirror, you lose me and tried for useless concepts and your brain start works on the subjects to search in internet to find out what is mirror practice. Is in it.? Whether does it tend? You analyze it, here its allowed you to compare the running script to frame a picture, how I was sitting in my flat. Don’t imagine the things happened to me. It’s yours, you creating the visual from whatever dumped by you through the thoughts and experiences for decades. Don’t visualize the script, when you complete this reading. Then you understand you have done all those past. You were standing in front of mirror. You travelled to office from home by hearing the music which is played by electric player. Transmitted to you through the continuous source which is tracked down by you and suck down from the distance like a rubber band, squeezing from the distance. Masters never comes to you. Don’t think you are mastered when you received power by doing meditation and useless practices. It’s all waste of time and throw out in the dust bin. It’s never takes you to the superior stage. Mankind, it’s a part of mass, Working for bread and butter, that’s all. Human energy never be measured. Is in it. Then how you describe the energy accumulate from the source that you will be charged? hmmm. Humans are matter, when he practices some kind of appropriate training lead to certain type of secret results. These secret results should be avoided and changeover to the next stream of real meditations.
Visualised the words in your mind, not me, thillairaj is a script here, you visualize thillairaj as your self-standing matter in front of your world. You can sense the physical body and appears which merely respond to the movement of the earth where you live in house. You cannot move from nagarabhavi to another place where I go. But the movement, the matters received through your ears where it comes from.
Practices held up one day. All masters never practice their way of techniques for long period of time. Some I have seen practice for five minutes or maximum fifteen minutes. Their conception is less. Five minutes is enough to fill over their body, strength, soul whatever may be. I cannot distinguish thillairaj and you as a script here. You visualizer here. You have your own intelligence. It’s never accept, if I say so, do these types of meditation practice. Your mind says, these guys does it and enjoyed all mantras, magics, arts and insist us to do hard core type of practices. Its fact and expressed. Receiving messages from planetary by human being in this world.? Only being or what? How you send and receive the messages. You create? Where when how? Is it possible? You cannot touch until unless you trained to do so. Its take twenty years for to settle your soul to communicate the scripts. You cannot fool the nature as being infinite in this material world to cheat all and all aspects of life.
Our mind filled with greater wonders likes if you met Astrology and gurujis. You think on others, whom tells you the real truth that how they became intelligent than you. How it will be. You are clever. You want some guru should do all good things to you by losing their age, food, material world for your luxury enjoyments. Your mind filled with wonders. You want to take yours sins by gurus and you want to enjoy in this material world. Then how you gaze in to mirror. Their your mind asks to give money and learn some practices. But you don’t get practices what I have written here. Training cannot translate the sound of rain. You want artificial intelligence. Scientific guru. Old gurus teachings are so complicated and unable to follow. Scientific yoga, scientific masters. Then you get scientific results rather than real sounds and experiences happened on the planetary motions in your home. You don’t understand the nature of your house.
Destination is hidden in this depth of your future. Avoid all those primary levels of yoga which is selling in street wise in your world. Find the great masters who were begging in front of temples stair cases and roaming without any material benefits. They teach you very simply without any complication and send you to your infinite world without any tools and substances. Once learned to do practice then after you never sleep after this. Practices, the ways where the mahayogis in tamilnadu given to the world. Forget the science on this. I used simple words to make understand you rather than scientific words to show my ego. It doesn’t reach you. Show mercy always to the people. No need to apply any scientific methods to meditation. It’s already rained. we have started to write the musical scores of the rain. It’s a rhythm, you can translate at any time when you understand yourselves about the rain and rhythm in this universe. It’s already does. Understanding is proved here and each one of us is the part of the universe, the one.
Monday, August 29, 2016
தீ பிடிக்கும் மரத்தில் பறவைகள் கூடு கட்டுவதில்லை
புதிய கருத்ததுக்களை கேட்கும் போது மன எழுச்சிக் கொள்ளாமல் இருப்பதாலயே மனம் விரிவடைந்துக் கொண்டிருக்கிறது என்று அர்த்தம். அதன் உள்ளுணர்வுகள் நம்மை பிரபஞ்சத்தின் நடு மையத்தில் வைத்து விட்டு சென்றுவிடுவதலைய குறிக்கின்றது. அக்காலத்தில் பறந்து சென்று பார்ப்பதற்கும் மிக அருகில் கொண்டு வந்து பார்க்க ஏதுவாகயிருக்கும்.
ஐந்து மாதங்களுக்கு முன் அழைப்பு ஒன்று வந்தது. உலகம் போற்றும் மகா யோகியின் ஜுவ சமாதியை புதுப்பிக்கும் பணியில் நான் பங்கெடுத்துக் கொள்ளுமாறு அழைப்பு வந்தது. முதலில் வந்து பார்த்துச் செல்லுமாறு யோகிகள் சொன்னார்கள். அன்றிலிருந்து மூன்று மாதங்களுக்கு பசிக்கவேயில்லை. துாக்கமும் இல்லை. மகிழ்ச்சியும் பயமும் மாறி மாறி பெயர்ந்து வந்த வண்ணமிருந்தன. இந்த கழிசடையை போய் தேர்வு செய்வானேன் என்று இருபத்தினான்கு மணி நேரமும் யோசித்தவண்ணமே இருந்தேன். மயக்கத்தில் ஆழ்ந்த மனிதனைப் போல நான் பிரகஞ்சையின்றி உலவி வர ஆரம்பித்திருந்தேன்.
கட்டுமான இஞசினியரை அழைத்துக் கொண்டு சென்று அளவெடுத்துக் கொண்டு வந்து பின்னர் பெங்களுரில் மார்பிள் பார்தது பின்னர் அதை உடைத்தெடுத்து புது கற்கள் பதித்து முடிப்பதற்குள் எத்தனையோ பிரச்சனைகள். நாற்பது ஆண்டுகள் பழைமையான சமாதியை புதுப்பித்தல் என்பது சாதாரண விஷயமல்ல என்பதை ஆரம்பித்த பிறகே எனக்கு புரிய ஆரம்பித்தது. நான் பணக்காரன் அல்ல அதனால் அதை செய்வது கடினம் என்பதால் பின் வாங்கினேன். பின்னர் பலரும் பல கருத்துக்கள் சொல்வது சொல்லி வருவதென்பதை கேட்டு மிரண்டுப் போனேன். நண்பர்கள் சிலர் உதவி செய்தார்கள். சிலரிடம கடன் பெற்று அதை ஒருவாறு செய்து முடித்தோம்.
நடுவில் எனக்கு தலைக்கனம் வந்து வி்ட்டதை அறிய ஒரு சின்ன நிகழ்ச்சி நடந்தது. முடியும் தருவாயில் கீறல் விழுந்ததையறிந்து அதை மாற்றி தர பெங்களுர் வந்தேன். ஆணவம் அன்றே விழுந்தது. கடன் வாங்கி என் கைகளால் அந்த கல்லை பெற்று அதன் அருகே சென்று அதை அணைத்து கொண்டேன். என் குருநாதரை வேண்டி நின்றேன். இத்தனை வருட தவம் அந்த கல்லின் முன் விழுந்து வணங்கியது.
முடிந்தப் பின் இங்கு வந்தப்பிறகு கறைகள் வந்தைமையை வருத்தமடைய வைத்தது. முழு சமாதியையும் மாற்றி கொடுக்கிறேன் என்று மானசீகமாக வேண்டி வந்தேன். அந்த மயக்கம் இன்னும் எனக்கு கலையவில்லை. குருநாதரை ஒட்டியே செயல்கள் நடந்து வருவதை உணர்ந்த வண்ணமே இருக்கிறேன். இப்பிறவி எடுத்த பெரும்பயனை அடைந்தேன்.
அறிவில்லாமல் அலைந்துக் கொண்டிருக்கிறேன். ஞானத்தைப் பற்றி பேச ஒன்றுமேயில்லை என்னிடம். மாதங்கள் போனதால் பதிவுகள் பதிய இயலவில்லை. உலகில் உள்ள என் மனத்தினுள் குருவின் அருள் தங்கும் இடம் இருக்குமா என்ன.
தத்துவமும் மெய்யாஞனமும் தர்க்கரதீயாக வாதாட இயலாமல் போயிற்று. கூட்டுக்குள் ஒளிந்து கொண்டு விடுகிறேன். வெளியில் மேய்வது திரும்ப கூட்டிற்கு வருவது என்று சுற்றளவில் செல்ல ஆரம்பித்திருக்கிறேன்.
அமைதியாக இருப்பதே மேல் என்ற எண்ணம் வந்தப்பிறகு பதிவுகள் பதித்து எனக்கு எல்லாம் தெரியும் என்றுக் காட்டுவதற்காக போடவேண்டிய அவசியமில்லை என்று விட்டுவிட்டேன். என்னைச் சுற்றி நடந்து வரும் அந்த காலசக்கரத்தை கைப்பற்ற பல வழிகளில் முயற்சி செய்து தான் பார்க்கிறேன். ஒரு பார்வையில் தெரிகிறது மறு பார்வையில் மறைந்து கொள்கிறது. பிரபஞ்சம் எழுந்து வரும் பொழுது அதை ஒரு பாதைக்குள் அணைக்க முற்படுவது துாக்கத்தை வரவழைக்கிறது தொடர்ச்சியாக.
அறியாப்படாததை அறியப்பட்ட என் கைக்குள் கொண்டு வர மெனக்கெட வேண்டியிருக்கிறது.
எனக்கு பிரகஞ்சை இருந்தால் தானே பிரகஞ்சமலாவிய பெருநிலையை உணரவும் அறியப்படவும்.